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  • Not to downplay your situation, but isn’t autism entirely about the symptoms when it comes to diagnosis?

    It’s a touchy subject. I personally think it should be, but people love to misinterpret talk about what’s causing symptoms as wanting to get rid of autistic people.

    Regardless, I don’t hit enough criteria to be diagnosed, and got “sensory processing disorder” instead. The overlap in symptoms is because the tumor is in my thalamus, which is the sensorimotor processing station of the brain and has strong implications for autism as well. Furthermore, I have bone spurs in my neck that are compressing my spine, another tumor on my T9 vertebra, and a history of TBI that has left me with memory problems. Altogether, I deffo ping as neurodivergent, it’s just that people think the only neurotypes available are “autistic/adhd”, or “neurotypical”.

    There is also no guarantee that dealing with the tumor would fully restore your brain to the way it was before.

    Yeah, and mine’s inoperable because it’s too deep in the brain. They can’t even do a biopsy without potentially doing more harm. Same goes for the one on my vertabra, it can’t be removed because it’s through the bone itself. I think some people are adamant that there’s an easy fix, because they’re confronting their own internalized Just World fallacy and are struggling to come to terms with the fact that this shit can just happen, to anybody for any reason, and that scares them.