Yeah… no. Everyone else is just as thinking and conscious as you are. I promise. You sound like Elon Musk talking about “npcs”. They may not think about all the same things as you, in all the same ways as you, but they are full humans with the same agency as you. We can’t go around dehumanizing people.

I know that this is true, but i refuse to abandon the superior pronunciation.

I feel this deep in my soul. Im just starting to make headway on getting help after years of struggling.